Reflections and Consultations

Vienna

Over the last nine months I made a lot of effort to see my daughter regularly. I had hoped that my efforts would be honored by being able to see my daughter in a vacation-like setting. That was not the case.

Since Friday I’m back to Vienna and started to make appointments. Usually I do so with my best friends here. But yesterday, I realised that I only make appointments with all of my mentors, psychics and guides that I was guided by over the last 25 years. At the same time I am reading all of the emails, messages and listen to audiofiles I have with the mother of my child.

I have a big decision to make… possibly the biggest of my life. Shall I finally break my silence about what really happened and make everything transparent? This is a decision that will have a major influence, especially on my child, but also her mother and me.

Because some of the things that have happened and have been said are CRAZY SHIT… like seriously surreal shit…

I realised what’s subconsciously going on inside me just now when I send my first mentor a message. The one I have first consulted 29 years ago and haven’t seen in more than a decade.

Writing this, I realise it’s time for me to consult the gods again…

It’s time for me to go to Delphi.

But before, I hope to be to able to celebrate my daughters birthday with her mother, her grandmother and my whole family. Sometimes miracles happen, when people come to celebrate a miracle…

Ahasveros