Awkward Silence

Carinthia

So for quite a few months I haven’t been sharing what’s going on in my life.

And a lot has been going on.

I don’t know where to start…

Well, I guess there’s always a reason why I don’t share.

Often I don’t because, simply, something major happened and I don’t have time.

Sometimes, I guess, I don’t want to go into the reflective mode.

And often, I simply don’t know how to put things into words.

I guess the main thing is but I got to a point in my life, where it is hard to bullshit myself.

And still, my ego tries to do.

I know what to do and how I need to act and still, I don’t always follow what I know is right.

It’s not the case that I do any evil stuff, yet, I don’t always do what is best for raising my frequency.

We always have the choice to do the right thing or do something where we compromise ourselves.

Today I turned 47. Not being young any longer, however, not being too old yet.

Let’s see where I go from here…

Ahasveros