Mamo Major

Santa Marta

The visit to the Momo Major of the Kogi tribe was one of the most blissful and surreal experiences of my life.

A Mamo is a spiritual leader in the various indigenous tribes of the Sierra Nevada. The Mamo Major is the leader of these spiritual leaders. Mamos are chosen during their childhood to be Mamos and raised in darkness in a cave buried most of the time of at least nine years in the earth to connect to the earth.

It is one of the toughest spiritual trainings there is throughout all spiritual traditions worldwide.

We spend one week with the Mamo – only four of us – living at the farm of his family, sleeping with him in his maloka (kinda hut). A true privilege as usually there is way more people around him and he usually doesn’t have that much time to dedicate to each person.

Where we lived, the structures were very basic. No toilettes and showers and no water system. We would spend most of our spare-time in the nearby river, cleansing ourselves and also drinking the water from the river. It was a beautiful experience of nature.

During the day we would ask our questions and at night the Mamo would work energetically on us.

When I asked him about my purpose, he validated what others have already said in the past about me… being a curandero, healing with my voice and being a psychic.

The most powerful moment was the moment we got blessed. It was not just powerful but also funny as Tien was joking around to make the Mamo laugh.

And the most surreal moment was the moment when we did medicine work next to the river with Tien. When the Mamo’s grandchildren came to look for us and made Instagram pictures of themselves while Flow and me purged out guts out… just a few meters besides them.

Also, it was kinda surreal when we saw guys with rifles running around, but we got used to it… to the point that when we saw that the guy who took us back to Palomino had a gun under his lap and it didn’t irritate us anymore.

The experience with the Mamo was a bit different then I expected… still, very deep, very blissful.

He confirmed that project Tien, Flow and me work on is part of the Kogi prophecy. That’s why we came, why we got cleansed and blessed.

Looking back one day, I guess this will have been one of the most important trips of my life.

Now being in Santa Marta, I am alone. I could have flown back with Flow, but I feel like there is still something for me to explore here in South America.

Let’s see what’s up next…


On A Mission

Lima Airport

Today I should have returned to Portugal. Right now, I’m sitting in the plane to Columbia.

My life is becoming increasingly surreal since 2016.

I’m on my way to meet the Mamo Major of the Kogi tribe.

On the way there, I will have to pass through areas of paramilitary fighting.

My friend Flow, who is also invited, saw himself returning in a vision. I didn’t.

I’m not sure what it means. Either, I won’t come back or I won’t come back as the person I am today.

And although I had some warnings about going there, including from the shaman taking me to Peru, I feel like I need to go there, even if it might be the end of this lifetime.

So today I wrote my testament and gave it to Phara to bring it back to Europe. Strange process…

I think it’s the first time in my life, I have no clue what will happen next, where I will go, where I will live, etc. etc…

This trip is like a blackbox for me.

The only thing I know is: I’m on a mission.



There was many journies in my life I took to know myself. And then there is this journey to Peru and at the pinnacle of it Chavin de Huántar.

Chavin is one of the oldest temples in the world and the original temple for huachuma medicine. It was the most important temple where medicine men and women would get initiated.

There are no words that can describe the experience of Chavin. And is was a special honor to go there into ceremony with one of only two people who are allowed to offer ceremonies at the archeological site.

At the holy stone The Lanzón Stela Taitawanka, I was praying for clarity on my path the main message I got was simply to stay true to myself, be myself fully as I am perfectly good as I am and I connected to the ceremony I had on November 17th 2023 when my body became light.

„After so many years of struggling and working on yourself, there is nothing more you need to do, you just need to be… be yourself fully… be(come) a sun!“