Beyond Illusion

Up in the Sky

What a crazy journey.

First Belgrade… so much love.

Feeling like a second home.

Then I went to Niš for a business meeting that had popped up.

From there I thought it would be easy to get to Greece…

Well, I should have checked before assuming…

Eventually I did get there… with being drug checked for two hours at the border between Serbia and Bulgaria…

They though my homeopathic medicine were drugs.

Definitely they would serve as a perfect decoy.

And then, Delphi…

This magical portal…

Only this time, it was possibly the most busy day I could visit…

On my first visit, the gods granted me Delphi all for myself.

This time I experienced Delphi on Easter Saturday with Sunday being closed… it was beyond packed…

Making me humble for what I was allowed to experience six years earlier… alone…

Meditating on the only possible spot I found in my four visit a warden comes up to me:

“Excuse me sir, you have to leave here, it’s not allowed to sit here.”

“Please give me a moment… I’m not a tourist, I’m a meditator” I respond.

He looks at me “Almost no-one that comes here is. Most people come to see, not experience… not feel… not seek. Take your time a few more moments, but when I come back you must move on”

🙏🏽

On Monday I return the for second time.

The message I received was clear

Beyond Illusion

There is no time for illusions any longer…

No time for bullshit no longer…

Nobody said it would be easy 😉

Ahasveros

Insight?

Delphi

This is my fourth visit to Delphi.

One of the most powerful portals that I know…

And this visit was quite different than the other ones.

This time Realization and insights didn’t come as a big AHA.

It came as a subtle whisper telling me that I know everything I need to know. I keep having so many realizations and deep insights, yet, it is not the same as BEing.

As I always say, “It doesn’t matter who I think I am. It matters who I am.”

And definitely I can step up my game, simply by being what I know.

In recent years, I had so many realizations and went through so many deep processes.

While it made me understand many things, it also kinda made me somehow arrogant…

Sometimes ignorant…

Often too extrovert…

And it all keeps me from being…

Ahasveros

20:44

Niš

Arriving at Belgrade airport, I had that feeling I used to have when I arrived in Tehran around the 2010s and Greece in the early 2020s.

It felt like coming home although it is not my home… being invited to the stay with some very dear friends.

On Saturday I went to 20:44 – a Belgrade club – and although I am not a clubber my guides told me to go there to witness the initial event introducing Psytech as a new genre.

Arriving there I was welcomed with so much love… it really touched me!

Being invited to a wedding.

Being invited to another retreat.

And my friends Marko and a Maya couldn’t believe I really came just to join this event.

My work is rebirth…

And I came to witness this rebirth… on the non-Orthodox Easter weekend.

Next stop…

Delphi

On the Orthodox Easter weekend.

Ahasveros

Transition

Up in the sky

Sometimes everything changes suddenly and unexpectedly.

I thought I’d get old in Portugal…

But within five weeks, I went from:

“I cannot imagine to ever leave”

to

“Wow, that chapter is over now“

And it really seems to be.

Within the course of a week two people independently of each other told me to return to Austria.

Yeah… whatever…

Exchange Austria with the sun of the Algarve… no way…

Then, my car broke down – most likely a quick fix (just a tube), or a 2.5k one (the turbo).

I announced to everyone around me if it’s the turbo, it’s a sign.

Three days later also unexpectedly my landlady told me I need to leave the gipsy wagon I live in by the summer as she needs to return it.

Still at that point, I tried to fool myself.

Eventually, I received the message it was the turbo.

That moment I knew I couldn’t fool myself any longer.

Don’t misunderstand me, I can get a new car and find a new place to live, but for me, that’s too many signs to ignore.

So I consulted my guides and my guides were more than clear:

It’s time to step into full trust.

Trust the guides…

Trust the signs…

As my time in Portugal seems to be over now… that chapter closes…

A new chapter starts…

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